how do i believe in myself more strongly?

recognizing where our true help comes from, and how readily it is granted, inspires us with the inner independence needed to find the right direction for our lives. this is true enthusiasm. meaning the continuous transformations that occur when a person relates correctly to the cosmos. this means relating from modesty, which leads a person to say the inner yes to the help coming from the invisible world, and the inner no to the ego in all its manifestations. transformation occurs without effort and meets no resistance because it takes place in the realm of the atom--the inner realm on consciousness. it cannot be achieved through leverage, force, mental contrivance, or through the intervention of an imagined all-powerful entity. Transformations are the result of the harmonious cooperation of the two aspects of the life force, the light and dark. true enthusiasm is the experience of the harmonious flow of chi energy.