turn and face the

in response to conversations & convictions alike regarding the naturebeast of myspace life, i have decided to delete that shit, thus making myself exceptionally more available to my blog readers, if any still exist.
i will commence this new point in my life (which begun not 20 minutes ago) with an all-encompassing update. and by all-encompassing, i mean to say i will write until it is time to start my shift on the good ol' tearanch.
and, so, here we are:
my days have been like a dream. i have been straddling the best of both desired worlds, silence & social, city & country. i am house sitting alone with a special neighbor. i was stopped in my tracks on my walk back from the mailbox today. i realized these mountains have a lot of my heart and will be missed. which brings us to the next point...
i didn't get into the school i applied to this fall. i then decided to move to philadelphia. this should be happening in the first part of january. the school thing is still weird. a lot of me is really ready to go for it and be a student. but there's still that itch (there will always be an itch...)
when i found out i didn't get in, i was like "okay, what can i do with $800?" it's that sort of spontaneous freedom that i want to keep. a lot of what life is for me currently is finding out what i like and what my core values/goals are. i feel that it's really important to firstly live in a place that i appreciate & has a lot of options. plus, moving is blooming. solidifying changes. merging of rivers to ocean. i've already been offered a house to live in with two good people, one a close friend. there is lots of music and mindfulness in our house. there is a community of support and peach trees. you can see this old milk bottle from the roof.
thanksgiving, reverence, taming