so i wrote this post about how i am probably confused about my sexual orientation because i am so in love with my girlfriends and basically miss the damn heck out of bethany and really any non-communication is only because i am trying to procrastinate until we can walk to a coffee shop on a sunday morning and sit and be normal because that's all i know exists on the other side of meeting up with old friends again or at least the few i have in my head right now but i have truly re-discovered post and all it means but not necessary with words to communicate to extentions of your heart that are far away but what i realized is that i know exactly how things would be if i saw her again because seeing jacq again proved that it's just normal and exacly the way things should be and even if it's just a potential truth it's still truth and that's good enough for me to just know that it would be good so i just round that up to just as valid as being tangible and audible and basically i might be falling apart under the stress of the turn of events in my life if jacq wasn't here and we are getting on our lederhosen on thursday and going to the schnitzle haus and drinking litre beers and pumping our fists side to side under a roof of blue and white flags singing "HAIL! HAIL! OKTOBERFEST!" and from time to time we might have to pause to pull our stockings back up to our knees but it's okay because while we are bent over, the lady in the clogs and blonde braids will have refilled our mugs with the brews of my german forefathers who will be sitting on heaven's clouds eating apple strudel watching over us wishing they were the ones with the poloroid camera.
Monday, October 02, 2006
reunited and it feels so good
so i wrote this post about how i am probably confused about my sexual orientation because i am so in love with my girlfriends and basically miss the damn heck out of bethany and really any non-communication is only because i am trying to procrastinate until we can walk to a coffee shop on a sunday morning and sit and be normal because that's all i know exists on the other side of meeting up with old friends again or at least the few i have in my head right now but i have truly re-discovered post and all it means but not necessary with words to communicate to extentions of your heart that are far away but what i realized is that i know exactly how things would be if i saw her again because seeing jacq again proved that it's just normal and exacly the way things should be and even if it's just a potential truth it's still truth and that's good enough for me to just know that it would be good so i just round that up to just as valid as being tangible and audible and basically i might be falling apart under the stress of the turn of events in my life if jacq wasn't here and we are getting on our lederhosen on thursday and going to the schnitzle haus and drinking litre beers and pumping our fists side to side under a roof of blue and white flags singing "HAIL! HAIL! OKTOBERFEST!" and from time to time we might have to pause to pull our stockings back up to our knees but it's okay because while we are bent over, the lady in the clogs and blonde braids will have refilled our mugs with the brews of my german forefathers who will be sitting on heaven's clouds eating apple strudel watching over us wishing they were the ones with the poloroid camera.
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I just wrote you a letter this morning but I can't add anything because it is sealed. I'm crazed by all the thinking but I think when we meet up again it will be just as much a good thing, because it was always chemical with us, y'know? you can change all you want to, and i can too, ok?
are you sure it isn't what i allready know you knew I didn't know what I knew you knew I didn't know about. cos if it is. you're wrong man. dead wrong.
i swear you're my inspiration for travel. i purchased a used bike in eugene, got a new rack here, and stole a milk crate from work. it's a beauty. it really is.
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